Tuesday 23 September 2014

Let Me

Let me

Life is hard
We do not get our desires,
Our dreams are forgotten
We lose our loved ones,
We are betrayed by our friends
Those we give our hearts for keeps,
Smash them on the floor without remorse.
We are angered, neglected and rejected, but
Who told you your tears could make the pain go away
Who told you being alone would make you happier
Who told you being sad would make you a better person
Who told you its okay to cry in the river?
The tears would only make your eyes swell
Loneliness would only make you afraid
Being sad would only make your beautiful face wrinkle
The river would only drown you
So give me the chance to make you forget all
Let me be your friend today
I promise to take your pain away
I will always make you laugh out till your ribs hurt
We would dance until your sorrows depart
You will not be afraid to wake up anymore
I will be with you, we shall conquer this together
And you shall be amazed how free your soul would be.

Wednesday 23 July 2014

JUST BY YOU




                                                                          JUST BY YOU

A feeling of emptiness
A dying body lying helpless
Looks like my frame
Poor bewildered me
Dad kept sobbing, pacing and panting
         As I kept following and asking
Why is everyone saying “so long”?
I feel perfectly fine
Stop crying dad
Just look by your left, I am just by you
Where are they taking my form to?
    Why are you entering the emergency unit dad?
           What is Sophie, Anna and Kyra  doing here?
Why are pipes connected to their mouths?
Stop telling them I am dead
Can you not see or hear me?
I am just right in front of you, wearing the dress you bought me on my last birthday
     Am I truly dead?
Now I remember, I remember how we got here
I am so sorry dad
The fault was all mine
I drove them all to the emergency unit
It was after we shared the drink in the bottles
We just wanted to have fun
For our social lives were neglected
I thought I felt sober after the drink,
I controlled the wheels perfectly
Just like you thought me, dad
but the music only grew louder 
The seat belts were just too far from us
I meant to take us home
But the car suddenly developed wings
It was the drink, then the car, now we are here
Hopes dashed and expectations crushed
              I want to apologize and make you all know how miserable I am
            Being mindful that I cannot be heard nor seen    
  For I have become a ghost

Wednesday 2 July 2014

LOVER'S CONFESSION

                                   

Right in the middle of the gathering
He decided to give me the ring
I just chuckled from within
Even in my dreams I would still give in.

Don’t stop looking into my brown eyes
From you my love is another surprise
Not a day will pass from now without my lips in your mouth.

This is too good to be true,
As I hark back to how we got here
When we met, your approach to me was magical
I remember all your soothing words that enchanted my heart
As I blushed and accepted your friendship.

Would you listen to this confession I want to make?
 I however hope nothing shall be at stake,
I knew you before you met me
Liked you before you loved me,

Every morning I watched you drive pass my house
Had breakfast by the window, solely to see your face
At eve, I wore my favorite dress just so you look my way
You always drive pass as though you had no interest.

It delights me that you never caught me
All the while I smiled at you,
Let me tell you the truth in a rush
My love, you were once my crush.

Friday 13 June 2014

DOWN IN THE MOUTH

     


DOWN IN THE MOUTH

SHE CRIED
I  AM REALLY TIRED OF COMING TO THIS HOSPITAL
THE DRUGS MAKE ME WEAK AND SLEEPY
MY CLASS MATES LAUGH AT ME BECAUSE OF THE WAY I DOZE OFF IN CLASS
I TRY HARD TO BE AWAKE YOU KNOW, BUT THE DRUGS
THE DRUGS I TAKE ARE TOO MANY AND ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR THE DROWSINESS
THE DOCTOR SAID I SHOULD TAKE A LOT OF WATER SO AS TO AID MY JOINTS
MY ROOM MATES SCOFF AT ME TOO BECAUSE I WET THE BED EVERY NIGHT.

MY THIGHS, WILL THEY EVER BE FAT?
MY PALE EYES WORRIES ME, WILL IT EVER BE NORMAL AGAIN?
I LOVE THE WAY YOUR CLOTHES LOOKS ON YOU
MINE WOULD JUST NEVER FIT ME THIS WAY
THERE IS A LOT TO HIDE UNDER MY CLOTHES
MY BELLY, MY CHEST AND MY ANKLES.

YOU SEE ALL THE SCARS ON MY SKIN?
THEY ARE FROM THE INJECTIONS AND DRIPS I HAVE BEEN TAKING
THE INJECTIONS DON’T HURT ANYMORE, THE PILLS HURT MORE
I HEARD GOD DIDN’T DO THIS TO ME BUT MUM AND DAD
DO THEY HATE ME THAT MUCH TO BRING ME THIS AGONY?
I CAN NOT PLAY HIDE AND SEEK WITH MY FRIENDS, THEY CALL ME FEEBLE.

IS THIS MY LIFE OR ANOTHER’S?
THE THOUGHT THAT I WILL BE NO MORE VERY SOON MAKES ME SCARED
I JUST WANT TO KNOW HOW LONG I WILL BE HERE ALONE
DAD IS IN HIS GRAVE NOW AND MUM IS TIRED OF TAKING CARE OF ME
THAT IS WHY THEY KEPT ME HERE WITH YOU
CAN YOU, WILL YOU BE MY GUARDIAN?
THIS SICKLE CELL IS TAKING MY LIFE.
AS STREAMING TEARS ROLLED DOWN MY CHEEK
I GAVE HER A WARM HUG AND WHISPERED INTO HER EARS
DO YOU BELIEVE IN MIRACLES?

                                                      Onyeneke Obiageli Stella says "please know your genotype"

Friday 6 June 2014

SAVED BY A PEELER



  

SAVED BY A PEELER

Don’t treat me this way
What do you want me to say?
Please doctor, could you make me disappear?
I am only an innocent little child
Can you not see that I am hurt too?

He knew he was stronger, he was using that
I begged him to stop as I appealed to his conscience
His desires just controlled him
All I did was protect me
The tears in my eyes and the words from my mouth couldn’t stop him

I struggled for help and reached for the peeler
Hoping it would scare him away
It just didn’t, he then put apart my legs
Thus, I hurriedly thrust the peeler in his neck where it fitted perfectly
That little sharp silver steel stopped him, he then let go

Now they say I have ended his life
Don’t put me through this trauma
He was supposed to take care of me
He rather chose to defile me
So the peeler made him kick the bucket

You all sit here and judge me
What if I let him and then ended my life afterwards
What then will you call him if he had lived?
Please I only tried to escape
From the man with a monster shape
The peeler only stopped the rape